February 28, 2022

Today has been hard. There haven’t been too many days where I was down through this journey but the days that I have been they have been tough.  Today is one of those days. 

I’m not looking for sympathy from anyone just trying to share the reality of what cancer really looks like some days. Today is one of those days. 

Some days I want to just cry. Some days my body hurts and my mind feels lost. Some days I struggle to get out of bed and count the seconds to when I can crawl back in. Today is one of those days. 

Some days I feel like I’m dropping more balls than I am holding up. Today is one of those days. 

Some days I try to give myself Grace like God gave me but I struggle. Today is one of those days. 

What I’ve learned these days is to move slowly, rest when I can, cry if I need to, and give myself Grace. Today is also one of those days too. 

Praying tomorrow will be better!  

Xo,

Tracy